When I thought there was no hope for me, when I wanted to end my life, when I relapsed and went through things that I couldn’t control, I felt like it was the end for me. I didn’t know how to be strong, feel confident, and I didn’t have motivation to keep going forward in life. I had uncontrollable situations that not only affected others around me, but affected my mind, my body, my soul, my emotions. I couldn’t comprehend what my plan in life was. I was trying to choose easy ways out, like trying to end my life and relapsing.
During those difficult times in my life, I needed someone to hold my hand. I needed someone to talk to. I needed someone to listen. I needed to hear everything is going to be OK. I needed to see for myself that my situations were not going to be permanent. It took me awhile to understand. It took me to reach out for help for a better understanding of myself, for a better understanding of my life, and for a better understanding of my mental state.
Yeah! I didn’t know I would come across someone who understood me, someone who bent backwards for me, to help me understand what my purpose is, why am I here? Tasha has shown me that she might not have gone through the same situations in her life, but she has shown and still continues to show me that life is what you make it and how hard you are willing to go forward in getting better and being better as a person. Tasha has given me hope. She has given me more confidence in myself more than anything or anyone in my life. I can definitely attest on what Tasha says and does and how her impact in my life has saved me from more damage and saved me from being broken.
